Friday, June 27, 2008 '

27 June 2008

I was admitted at CGH because doctor confirm that I got Tuberculosis from 16-23 June 2008...



Yesterday I went for check-up at 144 Moulmein Road...Its near Tan Tock Seng Hospital...My parents went for check-up because they want to check whether they have been infected by TB...Today my parents bring my two other siblings for the check...



After they have reached home I told my mum that my dad keep knocking my door to go for my medicine at polyclinic...I show the action how did he knock my door...He came out from the kitchen and he said "Ayah nampak apa kau buat. Ayah ketuk-ketuk asal kau tak bukak pintu."...I replied that I was sleeping...He said "Asal kau tak nak ayah ikut pergi poly?Aku bukan bapak kau lagi?Kau sakit semua kena pergi check-up tau."...then he walk off...while he was saying all that I just make myself deaf but I'm listening...



He didnt know that his words really hurt me...Did I ask for this illness?It came by itself...Partly its my fault...When I was coughing I didnt go to the doctor quickly...Okay fine...But I didnt know where,when and how this illness get to me...You can't blame me for everything...If you were to get sick you will get sick...Isn't it right?...He's just not happy that I don't allow him to go polyclinic with him...But its just a small matter...When I reach there also I just have to eat medicine in front of the nurse that's all...What else he want to know?...What is it that he's not happy?Why with my brother he don't dare to say anything?I think I want to do what my brother is doing to my father...Let him learn a lesson...My father doesn't have to say all that...



Yesterday's check-up I don't allow him to follow also...But he insist on following...Okay fine...We took cab to go to the place...Upon paying he complaint that the cab fare is expensive...I told my mum "Who asked him to follow?Who asked him to pay for the cab fare?"...My mum just smile...



Before this also my father doesn't even bother about me...Now after I get this illness then he want to bother about me...Why now?Why not before?I know what I want to do to him...



That's all folks...

Otre Noche:

♥♥

BLACK MAN SAYS TO A WHITE MAN:
"WHEN I WAS BORN, I BLACK
WHEN I GROW UP, I BLACK
WHEN I GO IN SUN, I BLACK
WHEN I COLD, I BLACK
WHEN I SCARED, I BLACK
WHEN I SICK, I BLACK
WHEN I BRUISE, I BLACK
AND WHEN I DIE, I BLACK
BUT WHEN U WHITE FOLKS...
WHEN YOU BORN, YOU PINK
WHEN YOU GROW UP, YOU WHITE
WHEN YOU GO IN SUN, YOU RED
WHEN YOU COLD, YOU BLUE
WHEN YOU SCARED, YOU YELLOW
WHEN YOU SICK, YOU GREEN
WHEN YOU BRUISED, YOU PURPLE
AND WHEN YOU DIE, YOU GREY
SO, WHO YOU CALLING 'COLOURED?'"

THINK ABOUT IT...@